2013-CHANCE TO CHANGE

As no one is perfect and we all make mistake, and we learn from them, it's just up to us to decide what to do. So we have until January 1 to change it or not.

This is the start of a new year.

We have the chance to change the life or keep the life,
that we may have lived in 2012

For the wrong doing's that we may have done to other's
that we can't take back.

For the mistakes we've made that we can't fix or undo
Our Father, Our Lord gives us, a New Year, every January 1

The chance to change the life or keep the life,
that we may have lived before...

World's First Bulb To Be Powered By Gravity!

One more post based on Electronics,posted by "Electronics For You",a perfect website for electronics folks and being an electronic engineer obviously i am a freaking fan of this website and EFY's magazine.well,Here i am sharing the newly launched Bulb which can be powered by gravity and not by the normal battery supply.

Deciwatt, which is a part of the design company, Therefore in London, UK has developed a technology that will revolutionize the way light bulbs work. Called Gravity-light, the project which was co-invented by Martin Riddiford and Jim Reeves, manufactures light bulbs that are powered by gravity. 

Wondering how it works? Well, as a part of this technique, a sack of sand is used to gradually pull a piece of rope through a dynamo mechanism that generated electricity, which ultimately powers the LEDs (Light Emitting Diodes). This is not it! The most startling fact of this technique is that a total of three-second pull on this rope can keep the LED bulb running for up to 30 minutes.

Such applications are viable for countries that do not have a stable and reliable electricity access. The team of the project shares that this project will distribute light bulbs for free to billions of poor people who currently rely on biomass fuels like kerosene, which can be really hazardous to health.

Not only this, even kerosene can be avoided with this technique, which actually releases oodles of carbon dioxide in the environment.

I'm Scared

There's something i tried to bargain
Each and every sensibility of your eyes,
Will your eyes reveal to me promises or lies??
I'm scared of Hypnotization.

I've been thinking about the worst,
Are they gonna be true?Life is hell with those thoughts,
I am scared of idiotic thoughts inside me.
I'm scared of rejection.

If not,I'm scared to accept the truth,
I don't know whats right but i know its wrong,
wrong for you,wrong for me,
I don't wanna be shattered.
I'm scared of separation.

I'm scared of Happiness,
I'm scared of Sadness,
I'm scared of  being Loved,
I'm scared of getting Hurt,
I'm scared of commitment,
I'm scared of differences,
Yeah I'm scared about the happenings
And what gonna happen.

                        

                     -Aditi Upadhyay
 

I'm Back!!!

Yeah i took a little break due to ma semester exams.I've missed the writings, I've missed my bloggie,Exams are over now.. So I m Back ,now.i am free to do all the stuffs i love to do.. and no doubt,writing and spending time here is ma favorite one.. so Me back in mood,, hello dear bloggie... i missed u so so much.  :-)

JUST A GIRL...

facebook=mixture of expressions

Nowadays many folks are Facebook addict and I'm one of them.I can skip ma favorite column of daily newspaper,I can live a whole day without coffee but FACEBOOK...no no chance.. well,that's not the discussion.Actually i wanted to share some nice lines I've come across while surfing Fb.

Yes...
I'm a girl
I push doors that clearly say PULL
I laugh harder when I try to explain why I'm laughing.
I walk into a room and [forget] why I was there
I count on my fingers in math class
I try to accomplish things with time still on the microwave
I wish for Love every 11:11,
[I][Lie][Sometimes] to hide the pain
I say its a long story when it's really not
I fall in love too hard too fast
all I want is to kiss you in the rain
-YES-I'M-A-GIRL-
but that's more than it seems... 

I’m just a girl
I love being called pretty, but I’ll never believe it.
I’m not always right, but hate admitting I’m wrong.
I’m almost always smiling, but it’s not always real.
I can be read like an open book, but hide so much.
I work hard at things, but don’t always get what I deserve.
I love the person so much, but don’t have anyone who really love me as one
I always make people happy, but never take a hand to wipe my tears
I do try to make some difference, but things not always in my favour
I do try to forget the bad time, but some pains always be with u till the last breath
I don’t want to loose anyone, but time has taken the one who was very special
If love growing, then why girls never get the one who stolen their hearts
If girls sincerely put their hands for making eternity, so why they get most painful time always
I’m the girl and girls are very soft heart-ed, no matter how strong they look
They deserve Love and its should be come into their lives
Not matter whatever they are………..they never ask who you are
Girls believe in love and they do whatever they can
I’m the girl and I want a hand in hand to walk toward the end
Get me out from the pain, I deserve your eternity love
I’m just a girl 

 

 

 

Everything's Okay

I wanted to scream hard as much as i can.I was trying to convince myself from past three days that its just a foggy morning  and it'll break to sunny day as soon as possible but telling yourself that Everything's okay is as difficult as walking on mountains that too without support.Something was perplexing my inner peace,being optimistic at every moment is not easy at all.

  I was really messed up and was thinking again and again those negative thoughts when i got a call from ma friend,i discussed with him that i was trying ma level best to be normal but its not working at all then he told me about "The law of attraction" is the name given to the belief that "like attracts like" and that by focusing on positive or negative thoughts, one can bring about positive or negative results. For example, if a person opened an envelope expecting to see a bill, then according to the law of attraction, the envelope would "confirm" those thoughts and contain a bill when opened. A person who decided to instead expect a cheque might, under the same law, find a cheque instead of a bill.

     Then i promised ma self to be so strong that nothing can disturb ma peace of mind,I'll look at the sunny side of everything and make ma optimism come true. think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best.I'll live in the faith that the whole world is on ma side.I'll believe that everything's okay.. as if we think that everything is okay,it makes a positive pivot around us and everything will be okay as soon as possible.
Its true that"everything will be okay in the end. if it's not okay, it's not the end."

Format..

Last weak was miserable one.In Toto its hard to believe that i really lost ma cellphone.Without which ma days and nights were incomplete and me handicapped.It Used to be with me all day either its morning alarm or  r&b, jazz, light rock, soul, pop, rap & hip hop songs while walking alone on roadways.I lost all ma contacts saved in it.I know soon or later I'll get a new one may be of more advanced features and with better configurations,but that can't fill the vacant space,Its really hard to format all the memories related to the lost one.

Thumbs-up to Apple's iPhone 5

Apple's iPhone 5,the greatest smartphone ever is now just 2 days away.

 

So Much more than before and so much less too

 

"A remarkably slim design that still makes room for a larger display and a faster chip. Ultra fast wireless that doesn’t sacrifice battery life. And all-new headphones designed to sound great and fit comfortably. So much went into this iPhone. So we could get even more out of it"

The 4-inch iPhone 5 comes with 4G LTE connectivity, and will begin shipping on Sept. 21 to carriers including AT&T, Verizon, and Sprint. Tech specs for the new phone include a 1,136-by-640 Retina display, an 8-megapixel camera with 1080p HD video capture, better stabilization, and Panorama mode. Running on a revamped A6 processor and boasting a heftier battery life, the iPhone 5 will be available for $199 (16GB), $299 (32GB), and $399 (64GB) with a two-year contract. 

FEATURES:-

Thin, sleek, and very capable.

It’s hard to believe a phone so thin could offer so many features: a larger display, a faster chip, the latest wireless technology, an 8MP iSight camera, and more. All in a beautiful aluminum body designed and made with an unprecedented level of precision. iPhone 5 measures a mere 7.6 millimeters thin and weighs just 112 grams.¹ That’s 18 percent thinner and 20 percent lighter than iPhone 4S. The only way to achieve a design like this is by relentlessly considering (and reconsidering) every single detail — including the details you don’t see.

More display means more to see.

Anyone can make a larger smartphone display. But if we go large for large’s sake, we end up with a phone that feels oversize, awkward, and hard to use. iPhone 5 features a 4-inch display designed the right way: it’s bigger, but it’s the same width as iPhone 4S. So everything you’ve always done with one hand — typing on the keyboard, for instance — we can still do with one hand. On a larger canvas that lets us see more of every web page. More of our inbox. More events on our calendar. Even more apps on our Home screen.

It’s more vibrant, too.

This isn’t just a larger display. It’s a larger Retina display. At 326 pixels per inch, it has a pixel density so high our eye can’t distinguish individual pixels. And as stunning as the Retina display is on the iPhone 4S, this one gives us 18 percent more pixels for an impressive 1136-by-640 resolution. Colors get a boost, too, with color saturation that’s 44 percent greater than before. So with iPhone 5, the games we play, the words we read, the images we see, and the apps we love look and feel incredibly vivid and lifelike. For big-time entertainment, iPhone 5 lets us watch widescreen HD video in all its glory — without letter-boxing.

iPhone 5 is nearly 9 millimeters taller than iPhone 4S, but it’s the same width. So it’s just as easy to type with one hand.

LTE. The right way.

You rely on your iPhone. So a thin, light design and outstanding battery life are important to you. But so is a fast data connection. LTE wireless technology is built for speed, but adding it to a phone can create bulk and drain battery life quickly. iPhone 5 does LTE the right way — optimized for better battery life and designed for ultrafast connectivity in a thin profile. The very things you want most from your smartphone.²

Next-generation cellular and wireless connectivity.

iPhone 5 supports more networks all over the world. That includes advanced networks such as HSPA, HSPA+, and DC-HSDPA. Browse, download, and stream content at ultra-fast speeds. Dual-band 802.11n wireless connectivity accelerates your Wi-Fi experience, too — up to 150 Mbps.

Faster CPU performance.

With the new A6 chip, just about everything you do on iPhone 5 is noticeably faster — up to twice as fast compared with the A5 chip. So apps launch, web pages load, and email attachments appear almost instantly.

Faster graphics.

The A6 chip also offers graphics performance that’s up to twice as fast as the A5. So you can power through graphics-intensive apps and games. And enjoy higher frame rates for smoother, more realistic game play.

Even better battery life.

Not only is the A6 chip custom designed to be fast, it’s custom designed to work with iOS 6 to be extremely power efficient. So even at its accelerated speed, iPhone 5 has more than enough battery power to last throughout the day — up to 8 hours of browsing on a cellular connection, up to 8 hours of talk time, and up to 10 hours of video playback time.

Panorama,Face Time HD camera,Enhanced HD video recording.

Apple's got a new camera in its brand new iPhone 5: 8-megapixels with a 3,264 x 2,448 backside-illuminated sensor, five-element lens, and f/2.4 aperture sits on the rear of the new device. "Same as the iPhone 4S, but thinner." 25 percent thinner in fact, to match the now slimmer iPhone. The branding remains the same -- it's still the iSight -- but a few new bells and whistles have been added alongside the thinning. A new dynamic low light mode, for one, and a fancy sapphire crystal cover. The phone's new A6 processor also helps out, offering a "smart filter" for better color matching, as well as speedier capture and still capture during video.

In terms of functionality, there's a new panorama mode, that allows picture stitching for multiple images into one larger shot (a whopping 28 megapixels in total) -- it looks like the 4S is getting this function as well, though it's unclear if it'll be via iOS 6 or what. Photo sharing is also getting expanded, adding more social functionality -- images can be shared with multiple friends or family members, and then those folks can comment.

It'll be glad to hear that it's getting expanded as well. The rear camera still offers 30fps 1080p HD capture, albeit with better image stabilization. The front facing camera now features 720p video for all your extreme close-ups. Speaking of FaceTime, it will be available via LTE on the iPhone 5. 

A new way to get connected.

The new iPhone deserves a new dock connector. Say hello to the reversible, 80 percent smaller, Lightning. The likes of Bose, BLW and B&O are already working on new compatible docks while the new connector itself is now easier to connect, more durable, all digital, with an adaptive interface which warrants some closer inspection. Naturally, an adapter will also be made available for our existing iPhone peripherals, but if we have a number of devices to connect, it's likely to put a hurt on our wallet -- the adapter is now for sale in the Apple Store for a whopping $29. At least it'll pair well with that Thunderbolt connection, right?

Wait and watch!!!!!!

YES or NO

Two opposite words,quite simple in pronunciation but means a lot.Either in exam hall or in day to day life,these two words has the power of changing our world.don't know why everyone needs a perfect answer for a question,why people always listen "Yes" or "No" but not the explanations attached with it.

I woke up at 3:00 am in morning,quite early from ma daily schedule,closed ma eyes and tried to lost in deep sleep again but evaluated.Sleep of two hours wasn't adequate and was causing a discomfort in ma head..Tried to figure out the problem and found ma-self in the trammeling situation,yeah i was trapped between YES or NO.It wasn't the first time when i was facing that type of situation,previously it was in the case of choosing ma career goal that whether technical or management "MTec" OR "MBA".But that time ma decision was related to me only,now situation is vice-verse.

 I stepped outta ma room,got a corner on roof and placed ma self there,it was a chilled dawn.Moon and twinkling stars in the sky are the best thing to watch,Still they were not enough to drag me out from the vast ocean of commotion.But somehow i closed ma eyes focused and uttered a prayer- "O dear god!show me the right path...Clicking "YES" will make ma world beautiful with the sweetest companion and choosing "NO" means bargaining with ma heart following the path of sorrowfulness but it'll be right for other companions...".

I Want Wings...

 I just want to ride on clouds,and touch mountain tops with the speed of winds,wanna view the world with different heights and compete with Birds in fly,want to touch the first drop of rain and acrylic rainbow in the sky with ma own colors... I WANT WINGS TO FLY HIGH...

Finally Sun came out to shine in Jaipur

After 15 days of miserable weather, the sun came out to shine today! And it brought an extra bright sunlight with it.

water water everywhere

               heavy rain :-(

Yeah,"Registan(desert) has turned into Rainistan" lines of "The Times of India" is appropriate to show the exact condition of Rajasthan.Cloud bursting,heavy rain and then continuous rain for one day transformed the dry land to wet.The place which hardly had seen a rain of 1 or 2 hour till last year,has faced the rain of  12 hrs a day on last Thursday.With the rains continuing for nearly four hours,people spent a sleepless night as water gushed into their houses,damaging belongings.The people of Jaipur who are not habituated of rain are facing problems,there houses are not that much capable against rain as they resist the bright-most sun rays,hence some houses collapsed,some get damaged."Water water everywhere" heavy water logging in low lying areas is affecting everywhere either its school going children or office workers.Electricity supply too had snapped in half of the city due to rain.

    Anyways coming back to today,today's weather is really good,bright sun with its cosmic rays is smiling in the sky.The sun is really bright and it filling me with delight,i am gonna spend ma whole day beneath the open sky,planning to visit any park...i am really excited :-)

 "Sun rays oh sun rays
Never hide behind a cloud,
Sun rays all my days
That's what love's all about;
Give me no raining shower thought,
Nor glimpse of shadows I've caught"..

Bright Sun

Colloquy(Conversation)

Boy:I broke up with her.

His Best Friend:What happened?

Boy:She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend:What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy:Well,..for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good,always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy:Oh.. Well..She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with,telling me not to smoke, not to drink.She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend:So,you broke her heart because she cares about your well being?Because she

cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy:But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything.She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend:So,you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy:I.. Well! You know,she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s

so annoying! I had to hide it from her.

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her?She thought youwere faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy

she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy:Well, she..

His Best Friend:You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you?She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy:I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening..What happened to me?

His Best Friend:You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could.You see? You didn’t want her

when all she ever wanted was YOU. THAT’S what happened..

Are flexible screens the future?

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Getting thinner may have been all the rage in the end of 2012 but now, it’s all about getting bendy.
It looks like we’re almost at the point where we can challenge one of the basic tenets of visual devices; it seems like screens don't have to be flat anymore. With touch devices becoming more prevalent in the ‘Post-PC’ world, it’s interesting to see where manufacturers believe the screen is heading.

Screens are getting larger, thus offering more visual real estate. Among mobile phone makers, the major manufacturers of Android-based devices offer a number of options in which the screens themselves are 4.5 inches or more, as is the case with devices using Windows Phone OS. The next iPhone is rumoured to break the 3.5-inch barrier adhered to by iPhones to date.

Simultaneously, devices are also getting thinner. Tablets, phones and ultrabooks are measured in millimetres today, and the thinnest devices seem to be the most coveted. In this race to get thinner, durability becomes of prime importance. That’s why manufacturers are increasingly opting for Corning’s Gorilla Glass 2.0, which offers the toughest screens for those with a propensity to drop their mobile devices.

All of these features, and more, can be found in one possible successor to the current form of mobile device displays: flexible screens. Flexible OLED displays work in a similar way to their less-flexible brethren, with one major exception: they swap the traditional glass for plastic material that is far more flexible.

Plastic screens could enable a never-before-seen range of mobile devices. This could include phones that fold one, two or more times; phones that can be contorted to suit the natural curves of the face; and tablets that fold to create keyboards (resembling laptops) or even fold in half.

Replacing the glass with plastic means you’ll never have to witness another murder scene (one in which you or a friend have dropped a device and then had its screen shatter instantly). Additionally, flexible plastic OLEDs would inevitably be both thinner and lighter than glass displays, allowing manufacturers to pack the device with other hardware that had to previously be sacrificed because of size and thickness constraints.

There are some concerns. Issues like low resolution or the relatively smaller size of these screens are non-issues for us; if manufacturers are teasing availability within a year or two, the screens would have to match up to glass screens in these aspects.

What concerns us is the ergonomics. You can only make a device so thin before it becomes uncomfortable to hold and a tad unwieldy. A look at Samsung’s ‘tablet of the future’ video shows just the kind of device that wouldn’t make much sense in the real world. Also, it’s unlikely that flexible screens will replace paper; even the reusability of a flexible screen will never rival the throwaway cost of a newspaper.

Similarly, naysayers say that the screens cannot be folded but instead only rolled. Still, we could imagine Kyocera’s dual-screen Echo or Sony’s Tablet P benefiting from flexible (foldable) screens. In fact, in 2009, Sony demoed a 4.1-inch flexible screen with a diameter of 4 mm, which could be wrapped around a cylinder while it continued to play video. Unfortunately, the screen also had very average resolution, and therefore wasn’t ready to be rolled out to the market (pun intended). That was, however, over three years ago.

Manufacturers like Samsung, LG and Sony are all in the fray to release this technology at the earliest, with some of them even receiving support from powerful and influential sources. The Korean government, for example, has already tasked LG with creating a 60-inch flexible display.

While their application in commercial spaces – for example, to create giant billboards – is likely to prove innovative, the viability of flexible screen technology for individual consumers hasn’t yet been substantiated. Still, what we’d like is for any one manufacturer to take this futuristic screen technology and break new ground in the mobile device space, and even perhaps change the way we see them.

Friends forever...

happy friendship day :-)

Friendship day.. I still value this day but no doubt that excitement is not the same as it was in school days.During schooldays, waiting for this day was a fun,buying colorful friendship bands,planning whom to tie bands, and yeah selecting unique band among all for my best friend Now when I think of all those silly things we did, I laugh at myself. How childish could we be and get. We used to actually plan down everything..  what not.. OMG.. now it seems so stupid.But those days we were just flying high, thinking too much of ourselves..And then when the day comes, we don't tie or let anyone tie us bands unless we all friends finish tie bands amaongst ourselves.  

         Anyways coming back to the friendship day, I think it is very important for all us to celebrate this day and cherish our freindship. After all friends are and always will be a very big part of life.So,i wished approx all my friends either they are that close or not(even i wished my enemies too) through calls.messages and social networking sites ,But i forgot to wish ma dear blog after all its ma closest friend with whom i share ma innermost feelings and thoughts,which i hardly share to anyone.So this post is just to wish u happy frienship day my dear bloggie.. 

A cup of coffee..

I know its little bit childish but yeah i am a coffee freak.A cup of rich coffee is enough to make me feel better.It really helps me to overcome from ma frantic mood to normal mood.Once i shared this with one of ma friend that coffee works like re-vital or some energy drinks during ma exams and he replied "aditi,you must be kidding,its not at all  possible but yeah in that case ma cigarette is quite useful during exams"that day i got a point that if coffee is doing same thing for me as cigarette for someone else then there must be some alcohol type nature in coffee and it must be dangerous for health like other Bad drinks.I got tensed and then use Google(the best search engine) to clear ma doubts and found some benefits of coffee.But yeah studies show that we may be benefiting from more than just the energy-boosting caffeine in coffee -- we might also be reaping its cancer-preventing and depression-lowering effects, just to name a couple.
Of course, as with all good things, moderation is key -- excessive coffee consumption is associated with cardiovascular problems, including an increased heart rate or blood pressure and irregular heartbeats.
Here are some positive aspects of this drink:

• Increases Alertness: Caffeine is a well-known stimulant and is known to increase alertness in individuals. This is because it stimulates the nervous system and regulates blood pressure and intestinal functions in the body.

• Stimulating Breath – Caffeine dilates and opens up the airways, and is great for those who face breathing difficulties such as asthma/bronchitis. People who have recently undergone a surgery are sometimes treated with caffeine to help stimulate breathing.

• Rich in Antioxidants – As you might already know, your cup of java is extremely rich in antioxidants. Antioxidants protect against the free radical damage in the body, prevent high blood pressure and pre-mature aging.

• Weight Loss– Coffee can help burn extra calories by boosting your metabolism. A cup of Coffee in the morning can give you instant energy and help you workout and exercise for longer duration.  It is also low in calories. Of course the extra cream and sugar have to be done away with!

• Treating Migraines – Ever wondered how a cup of coffee can dissolve away your headache within minutes? Caffeine has analgesic properties, and is even a common ingredient used in over-the-counter painkillers.

• Diuretic functions – Caffeine content in coffee causes the kidneys to produce more urine, which helps in flushing out the toxins from the body.

• Improved Brain Function – People who consume 2-3 cups of coffee every day are more productive at work and remember things better. As per a recent study, coffee drinkers are less likely to develop Alzheimer’s disease in their golden years.

• Type 2 Diabetes – Several studies have shown that Chlorgoenic acid found in coffee can prevent the onset of type 2 diabetes. Caffeine is known to raise blood sugar levels and increase energy expenditure in the short-term. It also increases your body’s insulin sensitivity, lowering the risk of developing Type 2 Diabetes.

• Cancer - As per a study conducted by the Harvard Medical School, regular coffee drinkers are 50% less likely to suffer from breast, colon and prostate cancer. This can be attributed to the high antioxidant content in coffee.

• Liver Cirrhosis – Cirrhosis of Liver refers to the scarring of Liver tissues and is a common ailment amongst alcoholics. A wide range of studies conducted under different settings, have all shown that those who drink 3-4 cups of coffee everyday are 80% less likely to suffer from Liver Cirrhosis.

So,finally i got that consuming coffee is not at all dangerous but yeah don't make yourselves a coffee addict.Enjoy every sip of it with a cheering mood.. CHEERS...

Be The Best Whatever You Are

If you can't be a pine on the top of the hill
Be a scrub in the valley--but be
The best little scrub by the side of the rill;
Be a bush if you can't be a tree.

If you can't be a bush be a bit of the grass,
And some highway some happier make;
If you can't be a muskie then just be a bass--
But the liveliest bass in the lake!

We can't all be captains, we've got to be crew,
There's something for all of us here.
There's big work to do and there's lesser to do,
And the task we must do is the near.

If you can't be a highway then just be a trail,
If you can't be the sun be a star;
It isn't by size that you win or you fail--
Be the best of whatever you are!

                           - Douglas Malloch

IT must have been love

Yesterday i was little bit upset,tried hard to sleep but nothing worked not even a complete topic of my semester books(most of the time there one glance works like sleeping pills,even better than them ;-) ) but that too failed.Then i used last option "listening sad songs" For me, listening sad songs often has a way of healing a situation. It gets the hurt out in the open into the light, out of the darkness.I played my one of favorite song "It Must Have Been Love"(Roxette),and it really worked,i felt calm and composed and thought to share this beautiful song lyrics with ma bloggie.. so..

Lay a whisper on my pillow

Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, is there a silence
In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blows

Make believing we're together
That I'm sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm

And it's a hard winter's day
I dream away...

It must have been love, but it's over now
It was all that I wanted, now I'm living without
It must have been love, but it's over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

It must have been love, but it's over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it's over now
It's where the water flows, it's where the wind blow

An incomplete story :-(

 Are you crazy?how can you be so rude?you are still an egoistic and arrogant girl,who only thinks about herself."

It was a dark night and there harsh conversations were adding more darkness to that night.she was in full mood of fighting and angrily yelled "you don't have time for me anymore.you must be with some other girl".He was stunned for a minute and then replied with heavy heart "Are you kidding?how can you blame me though you know that you don't have time for me these days.I can't be with someone else,each and every person in my surrounding knows about you including my siblings but its you who is on safer side.you can pick any guy when you need.you are going to leave me one day".

"oh!dammit you know this.you are right actually.i am bored of you and your talks,go and find someone else..huh,i don't need you anymore".

"Boring?now,i am boring for you.fine,find someone interesting for yuorself .I just wish I could have knew at least the real you,still best wishes for your future.you are free.i am leaving bye(sobbing)".

He turned back and start moving in opposite direction with heavy heart and 101% surety that she will stop him within two minutes but she didn't.she was freezing there in the cold feeling stranded, abandoned alone with an internal thought"don't go please,you are the best part of my life".

Suddenly i realized its not a movie or a drama,its a real love scene,two love birds are separating. My mind was rewinding like an old cassette tape, but not a tape that is worth listening to over again. It is a tape filled with songs with empty lyrics. . But they fill the soul with nothing, they fill the heart with nothing. Songs whose lyrics are thinly laced together with vowels, sounds, and generic rhymes that boast no intelligence and walk down trails that have been uncovered before.

I took a step towards her "Jesus, Stop him!" I cried by looking at her with my tensed looks.

 "Are you out of your mind?just because I appreciated you on your every step doesn't mean that i'm always like that",i said skeptically."I just don't know what i am doing with him but yeah i am damn sure that its for his benefits". Nothing throbbed like knowing my  mind is a safer place than reality, knowing that the things my heart desired would never be mine.
Are you crazy?how can you be so rude?you are still an egoistic and arrogant girl,who only thinks about herself."go,stop him,he loves you very much and loosing you is not at all count as his beneficiary and you know that."why are you acting like a dumbo?"i said annoyingly.you are right i am selfish but i am helpless too.her voice melts my heart, she looked at me and i noticed the Flowing tear .drops of desire and broken wishes. Each drop spills from her sapphire eyes, ashamed and cold. Her heart believed it all, put each ounce of hope into the promises of her mind.I was unflappable,wordless felt like someone was banging my head with a iron rod and i was unable to complain or defend.

" I don't know what I really want anymore. I just wish I could stop loving him. I wish I could change everything.I don't think I will be able to take it. What will I do when I find out that after years of waiting, he still won't be mine. I will certainly die. If the thought is so painful, what will happen when it actually happens" she said in a mourning(regretted )voice.

"He wont be yours if you won't stop him please its the right time go and stop him,you two are made for each other".managed myself and yelled.

"No Adi i cant,actually i don't want to.let him go.He is one of the best creature of god and he deserves someone better than me.I will stuck on my decision"she said with a fake smile."Deserving and non-deserving words never matter in true love,you are just faking it to yourself"don't spoil two lives due to this incessant attitude,i shouted.

"I am suborn,insensitive,heartless whatever you want to call me you can because its true"I am Idiot" she screamed.I felt her tribulation(sadness) "don't worry dear everything will be OK,you are strong girl"i wiped her tears.but it worked reversely and she started crying more fleetly and silently.But her silence was reciting a poem:-

"For him, I really care;

I love him,

And the time we shared.

But its over now,

Time to move on;

Time to leave the past,

A new life has begun.

We both have reasons,

We both know why;

Lets let things go,

Before I start to cry.

This way we can part,

Maybe one day;

We can be just friends,

Who’s to say.

I will always,

Keep him in my heart;

But circumstances have,

Torn us apart.

So this is it,

Time to go.

I know that she can't be in love again cause you can't love two person at the same time and she can't stop loving that guy whom she always considered as hers first priority.Still i want to tell her that
"Your tears will initiate the process of healing and whether you believe it right now or not, one day, you will fall in love again. Then again, everything happens for a reason ... what's meant to be, is meant to be.My best wishes are always with you"