I'm Scared

There's something i tried to bargain
Each and every sensibility of your eyes,
Will your eyes reveal to me promises or lies??
I'm scared of Hypnotization.

I've been thinking about the worst,
Are they gonna be true?Life is hell with those thoughts,
I am scared of idiotic thoughts inside me.
I'm scared of rejection.

If not,I'm scared to accept the truth,
I don't know whats right but i know its wrong,
wrong for you,wrong for me,
I don't wanna be shattered.
I'm scared of separation.

I'm scared of Happiness,
I'm scared of Sadness,
I'm scared of  being Loved,
I'm scared of getting Hurt,
I'm scared of commitment,
I'm scared of differences,
Yeah I'm scared about the happenings
And what gonna happen.

                        

                     -Aditi Upadhyay