What happen with her?Is she changed?what happens with our frabjous friendship?am i hurt her?i wanna know the answer,but no one is here to answer me.i am completely messed up and unable to understand the reason behind her ignorance for me..
It was the first day of my eleventh standard at school.I was the only girl in that section(from my section of tenth class).so,i was feeling alone in that crowdy and strange class.I was standing at the window and watching the sun light, filled with the hotness of summer. i don't know how long i was watching for, but suddenly she came to me with her friend and introduced herself and her friend as "Ankita" and "Pankuri"simultaneously,then offered me her bench to sit, I thanked god and move my head in approval, I turned back to window and saw the sun, it was hidden beneath the clouds, sign of relaxation appears on my head… and that warm day added many colors in my two years of higher education and in my memories too..
All three of us came close and close, we were start sharing our Tiffin boxes, our knowledge, novels, books, even one piece of chocolate…times goes on and on…we passed out our classes and one day we three get separated.
After schooldays,she began ignoring us,she never initiated conversations. It hurts me alot,i cant bear to loose her and her sweet friendship.i called her on her birthday to clear everything,every problems and every obstacle which was spoiling our friendship but ,she says"Dear,change is the rule of nature,so changes in me is obvious,why are you acting like a damn emoitional girl"i was shocked by her rply,and ended the call with a conclusion in my heart that i will erase her from my life.
But is our life a C++ or Java program ,from which we can easily remove the desired code(error)after detection.No,obviously not,our life is not a program and we are humans not computers.We can sense,feel and grope.
Maintaining a true friendship for a lot of us comes naturally,but maintaining these friendships may become somewhat difficult.May be its my emotional nature,craziness,madness...whatever it is.But all these shows my devotion and love for you dear friend.Try to feel it.
After schooldays,she began ignoring us,she never initiated conversations. It hurts me alot,i cant bear to loose her and her sweet friendship.i called her on her birthday to clear everything,every problems and every obstacle which was spoiling our friendship but ,she says"Dear,change is the rule of nature,so changes in me is obvious,why are you acting like a damn emoitional girl"i was shocked by her rply,and ended the call with a conclusion in my heart that i will erase her from my life.
But is our life a C++ or Java program ,from which we can easily remove the desired code(error)after detection.No,obviously not,our life is not a program and we are humans not computers.We can sense,feel and grope.
Maintaining a true friendship for a lot of us comes naturally,but maintaining these friendships may become somewhat difficult.May be its my emotional nature,craziness,madness...whatever it is.But all these shows my devotion and love for you dear friend.Try to feel it.
I know although we are seperate but are tied together by memories,tears,laughs and by an invisible but strong bond.Our friendship is like a never ending music,it is what sunshine for flowers,rain for earth and child for mother.
.i know one day,we three will meet with the same enthusiasm,feeling and that same cheering faces and our friendship will take flight .
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