Dream

dream

It was monday morning,i woke up so early in comparison of normal days, at around 5:00 am.Sun has entered my room with its cosmic embrace and the fresh air was hitting my face.With the opening of my eyes i saw something unbelievable(because i live in hostel,far away from my home),World's most beautiful lady was standing in front of me.i blinked my eyes,rub it,pinched myself ,tried every  possible way to prove myself wrong but i can't.Yeah, my mum was standing in front of me,she was dazzling  like a diamond in her light green floral printed sari ,as always.She hugged me and i feel the heaven in my room."Am i dreaming??when she arrived?how she entered in my ladged room?where are my roommates??"i was battling with a lots of questions inside me but got no result as i forgot every doubts after listening her deviating voice. "Howz you honey??".i was too excited to say anything  as bunch of thoughts were striking my mind continuously, without any pause,but i hurriedly replied with the mixture of feeling - "m-u-m". She dragged me from my  warm bed and yelled"Dear,dress up yourself as  soon as possible" (she loves to work frequently)."mum are we going somewhere?and wheres the dad??",lots of questions were arised in my mind simultaneously."Yup,we are going somewhere but its a surprise dear,dad is waiting  at downstairs,now hurry up".she replied in one breath without  taking any interval."Ok,coming"i replied happily and ran away for bath.I dressed myself with a pink top and blue levis jeans, with a colorful stone  bracelets ,matching hair clips and sport shoes...As i tied my shoelace,i saw her, arranging my wadrobe as she used to do in my schooldays.I shouted "mumma,leave them in their present scenario,i will handle them later,firstly lets go,do you forget that dad is waiting for us".She suddenly turned and delivered"its completed,now its looking good,lets go".she came to me and clutched my hairs with a usual dialogue that "you look pretty in tied hairs". We locked the door and reached downstairs  to dad.I greeted dad and he blessed me by putting his hand on my head.I fulfilled all the requirements of going home in the entry register of mah hostel.

We walked outta my hostel..Weather was just awesome but what was that ,it was raining outside ,"what the heck??"noway its not a rainy season"..as i turned back ,mom-dad was not there.i was alone standing there...

"Ouch,what are you doing with me idiot.".Wake up,its too late,we have first lecture of maths today,don't you afraid of maths sir,cmon wake up" heard a familiar voice of my roomate ,who was sprinkling water on me,was treating me as a  new born plant...Damn,it was a DREAM,i  faced the reality with a broken heart.

But i wanna go back into dream...pleaze let me sleep again...  

Intention of losing someone

What happen with her?Is she changed?what happens with our frabjous friendship?am i hurt her?i wanna know the answer,but no one is here to answer me.i am completely messed up and unable to understand the reason behind her ignorance for me..

   

It was the first day of my eleventh standard at school.I was the only girl in that section(from my section of tenth class).so,i was feeling alone in that crowdy and strange class.I was standing at the  window and watching the sun light, filled with the hotness of summer. i don't know how long i was watching for, but suddenly she came to me with her friend and introduced herself and her friend as "Ankita" and "Pankuri"simultaneously,then offered me her bench to sit, I thanked god and move my head in approval, I turned back to window and saw the sun, it was hidden beneath the clouds, sign of relaxation appears on my head… and that warm day added many colors in my two years of higher education and in my memories too..

All three of us came close and close, we were start sharing our Tiffin boxes, our knowledge, novels, books, even one piece of chocolate…times goes on and on…we passed out our classes and one day we three get separated.
After schooldays,she began ignoring us,she never initiated conversations. It hurts me alot,i cant bear to loose her and her sweet friendship.i called her on her birthday to clear everything,every problems and every obstacle which was spoiling our friendship but ,she says"Dear,change is the rule of nature,so changes in me is obvious,why are you acting like a damn emoitional girl"i was shocked by her rply,and ended the call with a conclusion in my heart that i will erase her from my life.
  But is our life a C++ or Java program ,from which we can easily remove the desired code(error)after detection.No,obviously not,our life is not a program and we are humans not computers.We can sense,feel and grope.
Maintaining a true friendship for a lot of us comes naturally,but maintaining these friendships may become somewhat difficult.May be its my emotional nature,craziness,madness...whatever it is.But all these shows my devotion and love for you dear friend.Try to feel it. 

I know although we are seperate but are tied together by memories,tears,laughs and by an invisible but strong bond.Our friendship is like a never ending music,it is what sunshine for flowers,rain for earth and child for mother.

.i know one day,we three will meet with the same enthusiasm,feeling and that same  cheering faces and our friendship will take flight .