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Lonely Heart

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"We are bo rn alone,we live alone,we die alone Only through our love and friendship we can create the illusion for the moment that we are not alone".  Lonely gal   I was diving into a deep thought since past two hours.Feeling of loneliness was hammering me inside. when we truly realize that we are all alone is when we need others the most..And that was the time when i wanted someone with whom i share my every cipher feelings without any hesitation and compunction.I was feeling like a lonesomething,a stone,a bone,a stick, a stooped figure sitting at the edge of a bed,heaving copious sighs like the autumn wind.My only companion was the inanimate room.I was in the innards of an anaconda without actually being swallowed by that.I choked out,along with a few utterances that i couldn't identify-couldn't distinguished if i was laughing or sobbing. I have a huge gang of friends but that time everyone failed to fill that vacant space of special o...

Day of AFFLICTION

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 It was my birthday ,i was happy and i celebrated my birthday with a cake and got lot of gifts too i.e dresses,chocolates and blah blah.I had a delighted start of a day with a surprised party given by my friends at 00:00 a.m in my hostel room .Whole day was just awesome and unforgettable.Sweet delicious cakes,enjoyment with friends,special gifts all were memorable.      At night when i was relaxing myself after a tiring day,  i got a sms at 22:32p.m from my cousin sister that"Dear sis sorry to inform you that our grandpa is no more".i was broken into tears after reading that saddest message and become speechless,completely  lamentable for a moment,threw my cell from my bed as far as i could.After a long agony period i tried to accustomed myself and goes to wash basin to rinse mah face and caught mah reflection in a mirror,found myself horrible with the spread kajal filled eyes.An eternal voice came out of me "Dearest grandpa has taken hi...

MIrrors....fake reflection

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Mirrors,a need of modern society, equally important as spicy foods and Jewelery for women. People used to say"my life is just like a mirror","the mirror never lies",they wanna show the clarity of a mirror through this phrase.I agreed about the crystalline and unerringly embroider images by mirrors.But still my mind rewinding these phrases and the stillness of my thoughts quibbles that they only shows the outermost reflection and hide the imperfection.A mirror can't judge the internal beauty.May be someone looks so classy in the mirror but from inside hide a different song of ruse.Mirrors can be blinded by the dark .Evanescence of mirror is still doubtful.                                                       ...

Sweet creation

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The zoot cat,featuring a lather long gag of jerry tricking tom into chasing a laser pointer....i was deeply absorbed in the"tom and jerry" world, interrupted by my elder sis,dysphoric moment for me."what??"i yelled in an agitating manner."don't be angry dear,actually i am planning to cook Manchurian today,so you have to wreak some ingredients from the shop"replied with excitement."Noway,i am not going,i will escape my cartoon,plz forgive me"delivered with unwillingness."you have to honey,just wait and watch(i know she can do anything if she want to do so)"."Ok,i am going"agreed by avoiding her condemnable smile. i brought the required ingredients from the shop and gave that stuffs to her.she was beaming as a kid (after getting his new drawing book with the feeling in his heart that he will draw his world)"thanks darling",i judged her happiness by her reply."come help me in kitchen,i want your contributi...

Dream

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dream It was monday morning,i woke up so early in comparison of normal days, at around 5:00 am.Sun has entered my room with its cosmic embrace and the fresh air was hitting my face.With the opening of my eyes i saw something unbelievable(because i live in hostel,far away from my home),World's most beautiful lady was standing in front of me.i blinked my eyes,rub it,pinched myself ,tried every  possible way to prove myself wrong but i can't.Yeah, my mum was standing in front of me,she was dazzling  like a diamond in her light green floral printed sari ,as always.She hugged me and i feel the heaven in my room."Am i dreaming??when she arrived?how she entered in my ladged room?where are my roommates??"i was battling with a lots of questions inside me but got no result as i forgot every doubts after listening her deviating voice.  "Howz you  honey??" .i was too excited to say anything  as bunch of thoughts were striking m...

Intention of losing someone

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What happen with her?Is she changed?what happens with our frabjous friendship?am i hurt her?i wanna   know the answer,but no one is here to answer me.i am completely messed up and unable to understand the reason behind her ignorance for me..     It was the first day of my eleventh standard at school.I was the only girl in that section(from my section of tenth class).so,i was feeling alone in that crowdy and strange class.I was standing at the   window and watching the sun light, filled with the hotness of summer. i don't know how long i was watching for, but suddenly she came to me with her friend and introduced herself and her friend as "Ankita" and "Pankuri"simultaneously,then offered me her bench to sit, I thanked god and move my head in approval, I turned back to window and saw the sun, it was hidden beneath the clouds, sign of relaxation appears on my head… and that warm day added many colors in my two years of higher education and in my...

my sweet mum

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I am incomplete without my mother,she is realy the most important person of my life and the personality for whom i can do anything.I am so lucky to have her in my life. she is not only beautiful but passionate too,she is playfull as a kid and strict like a teacher.she teaches me to read and write,to treat other people with kindness and respect.she shows me how to care and to be a loving soul.she is the cool hands on my brows when,am not well..Her love is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice,endless,unselfish and full of miracles..she is my best friend,with whom i share everything.Nothing on earth can seperate her not time,not space not even death..Oh,thank you god for my mum. atlast i wanna tell my mum that :-         Mother You filled my days with rainbow lights,            fairytales and sweet dream nights,            You gave the ...